Fight Until You Can't

But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast.

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Me at 127 pounds. I was living on the college diet of pizza and ice cream with burritos. Not to mention parties on Thursdays.Just starting to lose. About 118. I started eating a bit less junk food, though still kept eating the burritos and started bingeing and purging a bit. Erm... losing more weight... Me at about 110 pounds. Not really eating much now, and purging the one meal a day I am eating, outside of veggies. I dyed my hair here. I'm at about 103? Just eating carrots and lettuce and Carb Countdown. Not purging much. I am at about 97 here? I don't usually look this sad! Its just a bad shot. I'm sleep deprived. I'm not happy though. Not in the least. And I'm eating 200-400 day. Rarely bingeing and purging. If you look at the images on the sidebar (labeled pics) the one with me and Jewlz I'm about 120 there, so you see the difference... I'm happier there. Thin doesn't win. I hate myself now. This is me changing over the last month and a half... And its only been that long because these are all webcam pictures. I can see it more when they are all lined up. I can't see it at all any way else. I don't look that way in person though. Honestly.