But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast.
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Determined
I'm doing better. I am sorry if I upset anyone, scared anybody... I slept all of today, unable to crawl out of bed. Exhaustion finally overpowered me. It was about time. I had stayed up all weekend, nearly drove myself insane from sleep deprivation and the happenings throught those four days and the lack of food and insulin... So today I slept. I only got up to eat. And I needed it. Some things I cannot do. Some things make me a fool. Sometimes there really is no excuse; I just act like an idiot sometimes. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow. We shall see how that goes. As for now I think I am going to study. Better lie low, start studying, and just let the days pass until I can move out of here.
10:32 PM - Tuesday, Apr. 12, 2005
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dying - living
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