But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast.

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A Kick in the Face

Her mother kicked me out. She said we were too attached to each other. That if Allison couldn't go to school to register for classes alone then I shouldn't be staying there.
Allison could have. She wanted me to go with her, it being her first time at college....
So her mother kicked me out at midnight. "I'm sorry Gwen, this was a bad idea, you two are too dependent on one another."
Thank God Kyle picked me up. As I said to her mother, "I understand, it's fine," I wanted to say, "Look lady, you told me to stay here while we found a place to live. Your daughter isn't a baby. She has her own money. Stop dictating her life!"
I didn't. It would have only made the situation worse.
Allison does have her own money from a lawsuit that came about when she was electrocuted by a drinking fountain and almost lost use of her hand.
I'm back at square one. Perhaphs. Unsure of where to go. Lost. I don't belong. Alone.
I've been trying not to binge and purge all day. Thats all I want. I've been following my meal plan. Its hard. Especially since I've been having trouble keeping my sugars up...
One foot in front of the other, one foot in front of the other...

11:57 AM - Wednesday, Dec. 14, 2005
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