But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast.
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I Just Don't
How much more weight can I lose? Can I lose enough to disappear? Will that solve anything? I know one way to make them happy. And I have life insurance. I just haven't the nerve to go through with it. Cowardly me, I'm afraid of Hell! I haven't really taken my Lantus in two days. I don't really wish to.. Too scared of taking it, of the outcome, almost frightened not to... A bit hungry, but more nauseous than anything, don't really know what to do with that feeling.... I just don't want to do anything. I just wish I didn't have to.
6:12 PM - Monday, Apr. 11, 2005
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dying - living
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