But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Worshiping the White Devil Bowl Head hanging in the toilet bowl, three fingers jammed down the throat so far that the wrist touches the lips. Body shaking, hot, miserable. Choke, caugh, sputter, try to take a breath... tortilla mixed with blueberry comes up.. Caugh, sputter, and suddenly a wave of vomit. You all know the story. The brown flecks along the white bowl. An alluring devil. I look in the mirror. My eyes are red and bloodshot. My cheecks are swollen, and my whole body looks puffy. I despise this image who looks so sadly back at me. 11:29 PM - Sunday, Dec. 12, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------- |
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