But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Laxatives I did it. I took the ten laxatives last night. They still haven't kicked in yet, which is making me a bit nervous. However, my stomach hurts so I hope that it won't be too long. My weight was 97 this morning. Hmmmm... I don't really know how I am losing, but I am grateful. I am absolutely disgusting looking. I need to lose at least another ten pounds. I am so tempted to burn myself for eating, for allowing myself that luxury, but I am paranoid about being found out. Yesterday at school one of the guys was playing with the zipper on my boot, and I freaked and snapped at him. He was like "I'm just playing, I was gonna zip it up." Of course, Dim the bitch. Oooh I am beginning to feel really sick. I will write more later. Damn laxatives. Take care everyone. Love Dimstar
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