But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Bulimia Day My God, it is almost Christmas! Boy, am I a loser or what? I just eat all day, and when I couldn't throw up I took twelve laxatives. I get so upset when my mom bakes, but I can't tell her why. It just makes me want to bing for some reason. I am so overwhelmed with schoolwork that I didn't do a damn thing. All I can think about is food. I hate it so much. I am so depressed. Tomorrow is a new day, one which I will be spending on the toilet bowl, but I must get thin. I hate myself so much I could scream and cry, but I stay composed, and act as if life is wonderful. I guess that is about all. I hate this so so much! 12:00 a.m. - 2002-12-08 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------- |
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