But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Day I really hate upsetting people, and I am so afraid that I am going to drive everyone that I love away, until I am all alone, which is my biggest fear. People tell me that they don't want to get too close to me because they are afraid that I am going to die. I hate that. I feel like I have no close friends. Everyone gets scared and leaves me. They are my friend when it is convenient to them, but I can't blame them. I am not worth it. On the bright side, I only threw up once in three days, and then the crown on my tooth came off, exposing theo horrors of bulimia on your teeth. Thanks eating disorders! NOT. The one good thing that happened today was that I was put on ASB, which is student government, and the bad thing is I binged. I guess they can balance out. Starting today though, no food. I can't eat anyway with my crown broken off. I better go back to bed. It is 4:00am. Thank you for reading this to anyone who does, and have a good day=) 3:50 a.m. - 2002-12-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------- |
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