But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My thoughts on where my life is going Just another day. I didn't go to school because my one mode of transportation and my best friend was sick. I figure thats okay. I am ahead in all my classes. Besides, I binged last night at midnight and I threw up at four in the morning, so when I woke up this morning I wasn't feeling the greatest. I hate this lifestyle. I broke a tooth two weeks ago, popped a blood vessel in my eye, and I have these terrible blisters on the sides of my mouth. I have been in so much treatment, and I just want to quit. I can't go back though, because the county says if I go back one more time they are putting me in a group home. I couldn't stand that. I am just such a miserable being at this point. Every attempt to get rid of this eating disorder is in vane. I have been doing this since I was twelve, and I am now seventeen, almost old enough to fly the coop. What will happen then? Only God knows. 10:31 a.m. - 2002-12-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------- |
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