But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Fat pig destroyer Today, another day. I never get angry but today I exploded. My dog got loose and I went searching for him, only to find all the Ferbies along the side of the road broken that my fifteen year old brother and his friends borrowed. I went through his room and trashed his surround sound system. He then ripped up my photos from when I was in wisconsin. They are irreplaceable. I binged today, but I didn't throw up. I feel so gross. My weight just keeps on going up. I hate it so much. Starting tomorrow I am not eating at all. I am 17 and for the past five years my life has revolved around food. Well starting tomorrow i am getting back to 79 pounds, and maybe lower. Hello anorexia. I hate bulimia, I miss anorexia. Life sucks and then you die anyways, right? 6:17 p.m. - 2002-12-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------- |
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