But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast.

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Update

Okay, I realize now the entry I tried to put in in Colorado didn't go through. For some reason the computers here usually don't let me access diaryland, and this is the first time I've been able to get on.
Things are getting much easier with food. Sometimes its still difficult. I started on birth control a few weeks ago and had to stop as it started making me gain a lot of weight.
As for me and Kyle, we aren't engaged. Jewls thought that would be a funny prank... And tipping over porta potties? I've no idea what thats about??! There was this one time in sixth grade when my uncle was showing me how to drive on private land and I almost hit a porta pottie, but thats it...
REMEMBER, IM NOT ENGAGED. I NEVER WAS!!!
Well, I guess thats about in. Not a whole lots going on. I need tons of dental work...etc... All in all I'm very lucky and I know that I am not the only one who can beat this. Everyone else can too, but its very difficult. Please take care of yourselves. It isn't worth it. The quest for thinness is an empty one, a road to misery...
Take care. Please.

3:06 PM - Saturday, Apr. 29, 2006
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