But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast.

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Clarification

To clarify the last entry I am not living at home but in Santa Monica. I escaped, thankfully. The conversation with my mom was on the phone.
The deal with the car is since I flunked my test I can't drive it out here and no one without insurance can. However, I am taking a class to brush up on my skills in a few weeks.
My mom hasn't spoken to me since. I refuse to let her get to me. I'm eating what I'm suppossed to and haven't weighed myself in over two weeks. I don't care to. The weight I lost when ill was quickly regained after a course of antibiotics.
My number one problem is that I'm a night owl. I cannot break the habit of sleeping during the day and staying awake at night. It irritates Kyle to no end. I don't blame him. But today I am doing my damndest to stay awake, practically keeping my lids propped up with toothpicks and blood with a caffeine level of 3.0.
Kidding, kidding....
Well, I've got to run over to financial aid.
Toodles.

3:08 PM - Thursday, Feb. 09, 2006
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