But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast.
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Two More Days :) Can You Feel It?
I have a final at 2:00pm today. It is 6:42am right now. I should be studying... I'm procrastinating. I'm still tired from three hours of sleep and since I haven't consumed more than a drop of soda this morning I'm stifling a yawn....
But its a beautiful day outside, as all the days have been, and as I near the end of the week I count down the days until I leave. Only two more to go! After my final on Thursday I am free! I'm spending a few nights at my aunts and then venturing down to southern Cali. to see a few of my friends from Center for Discovery for a week, then home, then back up here for a few weeks to teach summer school, then Claire will be here! Yay!
If I don't ace this final today I will surely fail the class.... That should scare me more but I wouldn't mind re-taking the course with a better instructor. I was sadly disappointed by the one I had this semester.
I woke up craving peanut butter. I tried these new Reese's cookies last night after being sick with the taste of carrots and seaweed (as I have been getting at nights once the taste of sweets entered my system again this past week) and they were simply the best cookie I have ever had. If I had to pick one sweet to live on for the rest of my life they would be it... At least for a month.
I should also add that I am working on eating more, slowly working my calories up, which is a difficult task in in of itself. My appetite has returned upon doing this so I am constantly thinking about food. Today I am aiming for 1,200 calories without bingeing or purging.
I want to take a shower to wake up, but the shower drain is clogged. So much for that idea. I suppose I should make myself a cup of coffee, get offline, and pull out all my poly sci books and notes.
Only two more days!!!
6:41 AM - Tuesday, May. 24, 2005
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