But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast.
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I am on TV!!
Wow, I just saw my picture on Inside Edition's web page, and the first thought that came to my head was, "Ouch, I really gained some weight!" I know I shouldn't be thinking that way and not focusing on it but it is so difficult. I suppose it will be for quite a while. This is why I don't like taking pictures; I know I will never like the product!
Someday I will be happy with who I am...
But I am going to be on ABC in one and a half hours! (4:00 pm here!)
Enough of my rambling... I hope I don't look too bad. I know I shouldn't be saying this. I hate eating disorders and how they ruin lives, families, everything....
I just want an end to them.
I hate how this picture looks, but whatever! It is me on TV!
2:33 PM - Tuesday, Mar. 29, 2005
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