But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast.
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Sunshine & Swimming
I am updating because I am happy :) The sun is shining, the sky is blue, and only a few white clouds are rolling high above the sky. My only complaint is the temperature, at a boiling 78F. Even the birds are chirping! After returning from all my classes I dared the pool, and guess what? Though a bit icy, it is bearable! I swam for about twenty minutes before my ears had enough of the freezing water filling them, and then hopped out. My day actually started out as an energetic one, starting with the first diet pill I took this morning, which I took for energy, not the "diet" part. (I usually disapprove of diet pills, but I happen to be allergic to most energy pills, except caffeine, which I have a very high tolerance to.)
In psychology class I spoke up, answering all the questions correctly. This was followed by my answering virtually every question in my ethnic studies class posed by the teacher in a room full of zipped lip students; I was answering every question correctly. Bailey whispered, "You go!" to me as she rapidly typed her paper for the next class, as to avoid being called on. My political science question brought me posing a question the professor couldn't answer, as my mind rapidly processed information almost too quickly for even me to process.
During each class I couldn't stop twitching and shaking my legs; The reason for this being I just went of my Strattera, and then took three diet pills on an empty stomach. (Two in a day would keep me up for 36 hours) In a sense I feel foolish because had I needed to shut up or stop moving I doubt that I could have. Had someone told me to stay still I would have found the task impossible. Even as I type this I feel I should be running. My fingers feel as if they are running across the keyboard, though I am slightly exhausted from not sleeping last night. Hopefully tonight will prove to be a much better night sleepwise! Well, it should, as long as I stay away from any stimulant.
Take care everyone :) (And I don't just say that. Really, take care of yourselves.)
4:22 PM - Thursday, Mar. 10, 2005
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