But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast.
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Intoxicated
Does anyone agree with this? Because I would hate to think it is right...
You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.
What feeling do you represent?
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I am so sad right now. I am sad and scared. Scared of what I do not know. I have gotten one hour of sleep. I wish that I could sleep forever. I look through my old entries, and the lifestyle which I lead then, barely alive, mostly dead, one truly only of existence, innocence, it seems so much more appealing. Perhaphs I will give in, I will choose the road that kills. To bite the hand that feeds me, to not accept what the hand feeds. To starve. To go on doing what I am doing would be immoral. I loathe myself. Slut, bitch, whore... the words you could describe me with, all negative, could go on forever. A plethora of insults, all that I deserve inflicted upon myself in a physical manner. Plastered, sloshed, I regret things that I have done, and I wish to return to my old ways, because no one understands, and what one cannot understand one cannot judge. Anorexia and bulimia. A one man battle. Who shall be left standing?
10:16 a.m. - 2003-08-27
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