But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Caught in the Act Today has been one of the worst days of my life. I was supposed to have my mom turn in my work to school or I am expelled. She was irritated with me for being asleep, so she "forgot" I ripped up four good hours of homework. It doesn't matter when you are kicked out. Then, I was expected to make dinner for the family. I did, but three of my brothers friends showed up, so I ended up making a ton of food. My mom kept on pushing me to eat more, even though I had already eaten. I go in the bathroom, extremely nauseated. I start to run a bath while I am puking. Because I was going to get in the bath right afterwards, I am completely naked. Suddenly the bathroom door bursts open. My mom screams at me, "what are you doing?" I have my hand down my throat, so it is obvious. I slam the door closed, very upset, and continue. She breaks it open again. Finally I quit, scrub the toilet, decide against a bath because my mom is yelling at me that we are going to the hospital. I lock my door, and she busts it open as well. Then she leaves me alone and goes to call my grandma. I can hear her in the next room, describing how she heard me puking, and complaining about it. Then she calls her ex husband, then my aunt. I fall asleep. I call my friend, who is very supportive. She says she will be here in ten minutes. I go wait outside, and then I hear my mom describing to my brother and his friend how I was throwing up. Did I mention that she also said, "There are more than two dogs in this house!" This is a terrible day. No one has ever caught me. I am so humiliated. 1:51 a.m. - 2003-05-10 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------- |
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