But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Little Secrets I owe so much money to ebay. How did I ever get myself into this? I bought the UK series of Harry Potter, and a bunch of furbies. Then my brother decided to go ahead and buy a few movies. What is really getting me is shipping and handling. I don't know how I am ever going to pay for all this. I have been really sick lately. My stomach has swollen up to the point where even my mom says I look five months pregnant. I am living on Zofram, an anti-nausea medication. My endocrinologist called a few days ago. She insisted that I get into the heart doctor. "Your problem is fatal. You must get in immediately." Yea, right. That is not happening. I am expected to see the electrophysiologist, cardiologist, endocrinologist, ed specialists, and a podiatrist. No way. No more doctors. I would sooner die. My weight has plateaud at 91. I am destined to be fat forever. I see more bones, yet the fat still stays. My ribs and spine pop out on my back. I am pleased about this, yet I feel compelled to hide it from the world. It is my little secret. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------- |
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