But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Last Entry Before I Go To Stanford. This is going to be my last entry before I go up to Stanford. We are leaving in about 1/2 an hour. I took a Zenadrine that Tali gave me. I swear, it is the new love of my life. I have more energy than I can remember. I feel like I just woke up from a dream. The only problem is my heart is going really fast. Really, really fast. I am shaking really bad. But hey, I have energy, and that is what matters, right? I can live with it. My mom said she is going to be very upset if I don't get admitted. When I mentioned how upset it made me that my therapist thinks I am on a power trip about school, my mom said she didn't agree with her. Thank God. If I was on a power trip about school I would still hang out with my friends. I don't. I am afraid to go outside. I don't care if I do get admitted anymore. I can barely type, so I guess this is maybe good-bye for a bit. I will miss you all. Thanks for everything. *Dimstar 3:33 p.m. - 2003-02-06 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------- |
||||||