But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Worst Weight Gain Ever They have all said that it is impossible, that it can't happen. It can. I woke up ten and a half pounds heavier than I was yesterday. I am never going to binge like that again without purging. I proceeded to binge today but food just tasted too disgusting. After 700 calories I was done for the day. My skin hurts it is so stretched out. I feel like I have been punched all over. I can't even touch my skin around my stomach, chest, and neck. My mom noticed this morning how puffy I was. She didn't believe me when I told her that I wasn't sticking my stomach out. I cannot stand this. I feel so disgusting. How could I have ever eaten so much? Here is what I had: 1/3 tray frosted brownies 6 cups lasagna 3 quesadillas 1 box Reese's Puffs 2 cups grapes 1 large fries 1 Arbies Provalone sandwich 8 large blueberry muffins 2 chocolate shakes 2 yogurts 6 cups milk 15 Oreos 6 cups Cocoa Krispies I am sure that i am missing something. That is quite disgusting of me. I have no self control. I deserve this punishment of looking seven months pregnant. Hopeufully I will have lost some of this weight by tomorrow... I am so numb I don't know what to say. xoxo Gwen 1:47 p.m. - 2003-02-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------- |
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