But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dark I am okay. I took my insulin. I stayed up until 5:00am, doing nothing except staring at the ceiling, and then I was finally able to doze off. My feelings haven't changed. I am still so sad. I miss people. I miss my friends. I feel like I will never see them again, and that is probably true about the vast majority. People come, and then they leave, and all we have is memories. But most of all I miss Jori. And I worry about her so much. If it wasn't for me she wouldn't have developed an eating disorder. She wouldn't be vomiting in bags in her bedroom, crying about her looks, going to bed hungry...If she hadn't taken care of me two years ago, when I was at my sickest point, if she hadn't had to see that... 5:40 PM - Sunday, Dec. 19, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------- |
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