But The Quest for Beauty is a Beast. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Freedom I have freedom. I am free to walk out by myself every day and breathe the fresh air. To walk the streets, to walk into shops, to be by myself. I can do this for an hour each day. I have gained their trust through compliance. It is an amazing, empowering feeling. Before... Before it would not have been possible. In the first few weeks I would have gone out, binged, and possibly purged. But not now. I have no time left. But I am doing well. I am even tolerating the weight gain. I am leaving next week to another residential. I am scared... but I will be okay. 9:43 p.m. - 2004-06-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------- |
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