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scotvalkyrie - 2006-02-05 17:25:28
Oh, my dear, how I wish you could find a new internal dialogue for yourself. You are bright and wonderful and so deserving of all things good. And since when has math become a pre-req for pre-med? I thought that was for engineering. I don't think people are getting frustrated with you, and if they are, it's because they can see that you're giving up on trying. No one has ever succeeded in anything before they failed, and usually lots of times at that. The difference is that the successful people kept going. I believe in you! I am so proud of everything you have accomplished so far. Keep swimming! Keep swimming! XXXOOO Bonnie
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dana - 2006-02-05 21:35:28
love, i am not sure what to say, exactly. i dont know what specifically prompted you to think that way about yourself, but you are wrong. my initial reaction, of course, was that you may be having ed thoughts, but i dont want to jump to the conclusion. given bonnie's comment, i am under the impression that you are stressing over grades. if that is the case, NONONONONONO! you are absolutely wrong. you are incredibly smart, intellectually, emotionally, and mentally. and, hon, you just got back in school! give yourself a break. and, please, take me up on that offer for a phone call. in fact, do it for me, i am rotting bored at home! i hope soooo much to see you in march. <3 dana
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joli - 2006-02-09 02:16:03
dimstar, i just wanted to let you know that i am captivated by you. i have felt like you on many occasions and something that has really helped me is this quote: "Beyond living and dreaming there is something more important: waking up." this reminds me that everyday is a success in some way. even if we're not living up to our often unreasonable expectaions, there is something to be celebrated in just getting out of bed. hope that's helpful and i hope to hear from you sometime : )joli
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Elizabeth - 2006-02-09 16:05:33
You are so hard on yourself! You have successfully gone through treatment and are doing so much better with your self-care. That in itself is a huge accomplishment. You will find a good career if you keep taking care of yourself and have a clear mind and a healthy body. One day at a time :) I am a little worried that you are having a lot of low blood sugars and have dropped weight. Watch out for Ed trying to slip in the back door, so to speak. He can be mighty sneaky.
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