Comments:

Casey - 2005-12-26 10:04:58
My mother is going through the same sort of thing...I'm here for you if you need anything. love, Casey
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Laura - 2005-12-26 11:05:43
Oh, Gwen, how devastating. You are too young to have to deal with this. I am so, so sorry. I hope you can take care of yourself, and lean on others during this very painful time.
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Bonnie - 2005-12-26 12:15:54
I don't understand what is happening to your mother, but there must be more resources than sending her home with Haldol. Talk with the doctors at the ER and ask anybody what you can do for your mother, and what kind of help you can get. You can't do all this alone right now because you also need to concentrate on your own health. Call your mother's family (even if they are estranged) and ask them for help as well. You shouldn't have to deal with this alone. Make sure you ask for help because this is too devastating to deal with. Many hugs, Bonnie
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Claire - 2005-12-26 13:08:49
Oh god Gwen i am so sorry. I really hope that your Mum gets through this, and that you can too. You are doing so well and you deserved to have a good Christmas. I really hope you don't mind me leaving you notes here. (if it bothers you just say and i will leave you alone) I will always care for you. x
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tia - 2005-12-26 13:58:25
hey you, i'm so sorry to hear about your mom, it must be so hard to deal with, on top of everything else. i hope the rest of your holidays go well. take care.
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Julie - 2005-12-26 15:24:07
I'm so sorry you've had to deal with so many horrible things. You deserve to be happy and carefree. Please ask for help. People will help you. Hugs
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~lita~ - 2005-12-26 16:30:05
I'm so sorry, Gwen. I know no words will help, but I'll be sending you warm thoughts and hugs. If you need anything, let me know. (I hope things are better for you soon.)
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Emily - 2005-12-26 18:57:13
I wish I could make it better. I'm sorry, with all the ECT I don't know if your mom had a pre-existing condition before all this started happening. I do know that you are scared, overwhelmed with grief, and loaded down by this huge burden that you should not have to carry in a better world. You're doing so well- I can't even express how happy I am regarding your progress and how encouraged I am by you. You give me hope. There wasn't any before. Get as much support as you can so you can make it through this... you need it badly, and I only want the best for you. You're welcome to email me anytime you need to get something out. I'm going to email you my cell phone number. I know you know not to share it with anybody.
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Silver80 - 2005-12-26 22:49:28
I am so sorry you are going through this. I am curious, is there anything that is causing this condition. My heart is breaking for you. I know this has to be so incredibly difficult. Please be careful with yourself. I am sure this will make it so much harder to stay in recovery. I am so worried about you. You and your mom will be in my prayers. Please, don't be afraid to reach out for help. You are a wonderful person and I hate to see you in so much pain.
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Sarah - 2005-12-26 23:55:40
Gwen, i'm sorry to hear about everything. I hope you and your mom can get through all of this and live happy. I agree that you are too young to have to deal with this. The whole karma thing, you didnt do anything selfish though. I believe with karma that it is only if you are doing something selfish and hurting people in the process is when karma will come back to haunt you. But you did not do anything selfish, you got help because you needed it, not because you were being selfish.
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Brynna - 2005-12-27 01:19:17
It will be ok, Gwen. Everything will be alright. Make sure to take care of yourself. I'm praying for you and your Mom.
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dana - 2005-12-27 22:56:22
love, i dont know what to say. i am so sorry. i cant say i know what you are going through anymore than you can say it to me. but i am here. always. i promise, you can always call me...PLEASE call me. gwennie, dont take this out on yourself. you have worked to hard. dont you feel guilty for taking care of yourself. i know your mother wants you to be well. thats what mommys do---they love their kids more than anything. dont give up, no matter what. i am here for you, and i am thinking of you often. be well, and callmecallmecallme if you need to.
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getinline - 2005-12-28 13:58:55
I'm sorry you're going through such a rough time. I won't lie and say that I know what it's like because I can't even imagine, but I just want you to know that I am thinking of you and I hope that things get better. Just try to hang in there, and remember that you are never alone.
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