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~lita~ - 2005-09-01 03:15:34
I'm so incredibly proud of you.
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Lisa - 2005-09-01 06:36:59
GODDESS!! I am so happy, I am so relieved, and I am so hopeful for you. You deserve to have lots and lots of CARE, support, love and HELP as your Eating Disorder is a NASTY one! If you go to Rader in Oxnard I will drive up and visit you, shower you with hugs and kisses! (and don't worry - Rader is a good place - actually, at the moment there is a CFD alumni there!) But if you want Rogers than I hope you get that... who knows, maybe I'll try to visit you there!! Regardless, I am so grateful you continued to pursue treatment because I'm sure that was hard and your Eating Disorder is fighting you. I am FULL OF LOVE for you, Gwennie girl and I want you to remember what living is truly about (it's not about the pain you are in!). I will send my good energies your way. With Hope and Strength and Love and Life, Your Friend Always, Lisa
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Kris - 2005-09-01 10:46:27
OMG Gwen I am so happy for you!!! Thank goodness you'll be able to get some help. If you end up having to fly and come in through O'Hare and you need help, let me know because I can get over there pretty easily from here and depending on what time you would come through I could meet you there if you want. I'm sorry to say this, but I have a feeling I won't be running for the team. I have been feeling really sick in between practices and losing weight and I just don't have the energy to live a life with things this way. They might yet accept me onto the team, but I'm afraid I'm going to have to decline the offer. However, like I said, if you go through O'Hare and need help I could probably meet you there because in a couple of days my schedule might get pretty freed up if I stop practicing. Anyway, whichever one you get into, don't worry and just keep remembering how much better you will feel. I wish you only the best. ~luvs~
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eva - 2005-09-01 11:04:00
i know it's been said, but i am incredibly proud of you. you are taking hold of your destiny. you are fighting! i wish you the best. i wish you recovery.
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dana - 2005-09-01 12:22:53
i am so so so happy and proud of you. i know how hard it is to do what's best for yourself sometimes, and i really respect you for working so hard to do that. please know that. and i know that sometimes, treatment can feel like failure, but it ISNT. it is a HUGE ACCOMPLISHMENT that you can do something so good for yourself. i will email you my school address, and you can let me know (if you dont have internet) how things are going. good for you, gwen.
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Julie - 2005-09-01 20:30:42
I'm so happy that you're getting the help you need. I know you can beat this.
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Lindy - 2005-09-01 22:15:44
Hi Gwen, I know that we have not talked in a while, however I have been thinking of you daily. I am worried to death about you. The other night I had a nightmare that you died and it was horrible it is like two weeks later and I am still in great shock. Please keep writing because you matter to me and so many other people like Lisa, DR. Lucas, Meredith, and all of your friends that write and I want to know, yes for my sake that you are alive. I realize that the eating disorder is sooooooooo in control and things are so difficult. I don't realize the severity of your pain and I don't know what it is like to be on the brink of death every moment, but I know that this shit is hard to fight. I am here for you whenever you need anything. Please know that. It may not seem like it but I can not deal with losing you. I want you to be well again and I want to be able to come visit and hang out with you and Melissa. I have always hoped that. Accepting help and getting better is harder than anything anyone could imagine, but it is worth it. I am working everyday with lots of support and it is painful to get better in many ways, but in the end it is a lot less painful than what you are doing right now. Please stay tuff and get out of that house and stop seeing your crazy therapist and remember that you have lots of friends. I would love to hear from you when you are strong enough to talk on the phone. PLease call when you can. Love always, Lindy 1(559)709-3593
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dana - 2005-09-01 22:27:04
Hi Gwen, Hi Gwen this is Lindy, Dana let me sign in under her name. Anywho, I know that we have not talked in a while, however I have been thinking of you daily. I am worried to death about you. The other night I had a nightmare that you died and it was horrible it is like two weeks later and I am still in great shock. Please keep writing because you matter to me and so many other people like Lisa, DR. Lucas, Meredith, and all of your friends that write and I want to know, yes for my sake that you are alive. I realize that the eating disorder is sooooooooo in control and things are so difficult. I don't realize the severity of your pain and I don't know what it is like to be on the brink of death every moment, but I know that this shit is hard to fight. I am here for you whenever you need anything. Please know that. It may not seem like it but I can not deal with losing you. I want you to be well again and I want to be able to come visit and hang out with you and Melissa. I have always hoped that. Accepting help and getting better is harder than anything anyone could imagine, but it is worth it. I am working everyday with lots of support and it is painful to get better in many ways, but in the end it is a lot less painful than what you are doing right now. Please stay tuff and get out of that house and stop seeing your crazy therapist and remember that you have lots of friends. I would love to hear from you when you are strong enough to talk on the phone. PLease call when you can. Love always, Lindy 1(559)709-3593
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Silver80 - 2005-09-01 23:41:56
I am so happy you are getting treatment. I know you are scared. Treatment is a scary thing but I know you know it's for the best. I might be going ip again too. My therapist gave me an ultimatem today. I can either stop the b/ping or she and my psychiatrist will call my school, have my classes dropped, and I will be sent to an inpatient treatment center. I am angry that I have been put in this situation but I know it's for the best. I really hope things work out for you. I know you can do this. You've done it before. I believe in you. Good Luck!
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Jen - 2005-09-02 00:20:09
I'm so happy for you Gwen. I know its such a loss of independence to go... but you will be relieved when you are getting better. I wish I had the courage to do something like that. But...well, I'm okay. update me, okay. And email me if you ever want to just talk (or write) I'll listen. love you!
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leslie - 2005-09-02 06:15:13
im proud of you.
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