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~lita~ - 2005-08-26 03:19:18
*sends you gentle e-hugs* I hope that you find some comfort -- it's sad that you have to feel so sick. You'll make it through this, Gwen -- you're unbelievably strong and that will be enough for you to survive. xo ~lita~
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Bonnie - 2005-08-26 10:19:24
Dear Gwen, I'm sorry to hear that insurance didn't call back. Sounds like you need to call them twice a day until they give you an answer. It upsets me to hear that insurance and medical facilities are turning their backs on you. Whatever happened to "first do no harm"? What about the Hippocratic oath? The way you describe your edema, it sounds you need to be hospitalized to get your fluids under control. Your whole system is out of whack, and perhaps you should look at taking care of one physical problem at a time -- get your sugars under control, and then get the edema under control, rather than trying to fix the whole package at once. You will have an extrememly long road of recovery before you -- possibly YEARS, but you have to take little steps at a time. I believe in you, but you do need help. XXOOO Bonnie
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Julie - 2005-08-26 14:02:07
as hard as it is, Gwen, never give up hope. Just think...Mammoth might be in a few months. You know, I had a dream last night. It was an awesome, but strangely weird dream. You were in it..and we were taking photos around this strange little town in the winter..and talking...it was so weird, but so pleasant. Was it foreshadowing winter break? It was a great dream...wish you could have had it with me :o) OK, I'll shut the rambling..but call me later!!
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hayley - 2005-08-26 17:40:51
ur diary entry is really sad :( angel u were doing so well.im sorry things are going badly, i love you x
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Kris - 2005-08-26 17:43:09
I hate when insurance companies do that!!! Don't blame it on your condition though -- mine has done that to me and my family a million times, and they have absolutely no record of me ever having an eating disorder because I've never used insurance in getting help for that. I think that all insurance companies are just SLOW and the people who work there are probably so bored to death with their jobs that they have no reason to work any faster -- it has nothing to do with your condition, so don't blame yourself!! I just hope that they get back to you soon, otherwise keep calling and hasseling them about it, or have your mom try or you brother or someone else. Please keep fighting this as best you can -- just keep reminding yourself of happy times and that you can be happy like that again someday. ~luvs~
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