Comments:

Kris - 2005-08-23 18:17:55
Oh Gwen, thank goodness you are still hanging in there -- I have been so worried for you, and I know you probably don't want me worrying but I just couldn't help it with your state. I wish there was something I could do to help you, I just pray that you're ok and that you'll continue to stay so strong. I hope that you find all of the help that you need and hopefully your doctors and any therapists you have will be able to help. There has to be some way to break free from this all, logically, there has to be -- so just keep fighting as best you can, and if you should ever run out of hope remember that everyone out here has enough hope to carry over to you and make up for it until you are more hopeful. Just believe in it, Gwen, keep believing you can do it -- and then you will, one day at a time. I also must add, STUPIDITY and STRAIGHT A's!? You're a very intelligent person, Gwen, not the slightest bit stupid. I know you may feel that way sometimes -- I certainly do quite often (and even more when I felt like I was too dumb to pull away from my eating disorder), but try to remember that your brain is starved and short of nutrients -- YOU ARE SMART! Anyway, I'm sorry that I haven't written for a while -- I've been struggling a little too, but in my case it's more of an accepting my new weight issue, so don't worry because I'm plenty healthy. Just keep taking things a day at a time, know you aren't alone and that you are loved and cared about by so many, and try not to be too hard on yourself. I'll be thinking of you. ~luvs~
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Emily - 2005-08-23 21:14:18
Bullshit, Gwen- you're NOT okay. Even the doctor just SUGGESTING liver and kidney failure is bad, bad news and I suggest you get your ass to a hospital right now. Sorry to be so harsh... but I don't think you're going to pull out of this one alone. I hope I'm wrong.
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Julie - 2005-08-24 03:51:44
I hope you get help at the hospital. I'm worried, too.
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Bonnie - 2005-08-24 10:46:15
Dear Gwen, I will accept Weak and Tired, but I refuse to accept Disgusting, Worthless, Useless, and Fat, coming from you. You are at the point of utter physical breakdown and you must get yourself to the hospital posthaste! NOW! You are beyond the point of being able to pull yourself through this, and you must have help from medical sources. Don't wait any longer, please, Gwen?? I'm not sure where you're located but I will be in San Diego and LA next week -- send me an email and I will be happy to call you when I get there -- Hugs!!
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Jewlz - 2005-08-24 11:49:51
I <479 you Gwen. I'll call you after class. Did you get your books yet?
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