Comments:

Bonnie - 2005-07-04 10:03:39
Dear Gwen, I'm glad you spoke to your mom about the junk food. I hope now that she will bring in more healthy choices for you. Chocolate condensed milk sounds absolutely RICH, and I'm finding that the older I get and the less of that kind of stuff that I eat, the less I can tolerate the rich stuff. I have a hard time eating M&Ms anymore, unless mixed in the DQ Blizzard. Food choices will get easier with time. About your cousin, there is no reason you can't call him today. You can apologize for being belated, but guessing from the kind of relationship you have that you've described in your diary, he'll be glad to hear from you no matter when you call. Try not to be so hard on yourself, and stop looking at that damned scale. Your weight will flucuate wildly with your sporadic insulin and your chronic dehydration. The weight right now doesn't matter, your health does. I know that my understanding of your ED is miniscule but I hope you'll at least hear. You are a vital part of my universe, Gwen, happy fourth and have a wonderful day! XXXOOO Bonnie
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bethany - 2005-07-04 10:13:45
you're not an awful person, you're a person in distress. You are constantly living in an emergency situation. It would take an unearthly amount of energy to deal with your ed AND to deal with everything else in a normal way. Be gentle with yourself. -bethany
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Bohun - 2005-07-04 12:34:06
I tried to call yesterday but you're not answering. I hope your doing alright. If you need someone to socialize with I am eagerly awaiting your call. I love you. Happy 4th, because aren't we so proud to be Americans..... The real reason for the holiday is to set things on fire in a passive aggressive attempt to burn this mother down and almost everyone in the country does this similtaneously but to no avail. The repression stands.
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Laura - 2005-07-04 17:03:18
I'm worried about you. Your lack of energy tells me you are not taking your insulin, which, no matter what else is going on, you need! It can't be optional any more. Without it, you don't stand a chance at feeling better.
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catie - 2005-07-05 02:43:42
Omg Gwen. i saw your pic in one of your last entries. You look awful, to skinny and sick. Please Gwen go to your dr and be totally honest with him. I'm sorry but i cant stand around and see you kill yourself. i love ya and i cant see you hurt yourself. I wish you the best. Take care of yourself!
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