Comments:

Catie - 2005-06-17 00:31:51
((Gwen)) I'm sorry Gwen that this was not a very good day for you. Don't take those stupid diet pills. They are going to kill you. you are playing with fire when you take those. You are such a beautiful person, i hope you realize that. So you had a backwards step. for every two steps forward one step back. start fresh tomorrow, you can make it. YOU CAN EAT! Does it help to have an exact meal plan of what you will eat at each meal. the plan has to be balanced and not that you are just not going to eat. Will this help to stop the binging? Gwen I love you to death and i dont want to see anything bad happen to you. Do you read what people write to you? Can't you see how many people love you and are on your side? I am always here for you. I know i must seem like i am lecturing you and that it must be so easy to get over this. But i know that its not and i dont mean to lecture it just comes out. Sorry :( I just care! Take care and feel free to call any time! Catie
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Kris - 2005-06-17 09:21:44
I'm so sorry to hear how hard things have been for you. Have you tried eating energy bars? I think that powerbars have been rather helpful to me because they fill you up ok and also have plenty of what you need in them. Also, they are low enough in calories and fat to make them healthy -- even by the standards we set. Please take care, and don't ever give up. Luvs, ~Kris~
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Laura - 2005-06-17 09:23:19
Gwennie, Perhaps, as Catie said, having a set meal plan, endorsed by a nutritionist or doctor, would help you see what a good amount is for you. It'd be so much easier to get good bs's too. Clearly your head is a bit loca (no offense) on this right now. You are really underweight. Are you willing to give normalcy a try-you might reap such rewards that you decide to continue on. The worst that happens is that you decide you'd rather starve and binge and be in DKA ;( You just can't trust your brain in this area right now. Keep fighting, sweetheart and PLEASE lose the diet pills! You are f!%^*(&@^ing 96 pounds!! :( Don't give the power back to ED. He's a scumbag. Love, Laura
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Bonnie - 2005-06-17 11:13:26
Dear Gwen, Oh sweetie, I'm sorry your afternoon wasn't so good. I know you're trying, but I echo the STOP the diet pills, PLEASE! That and the caffeine will make you so jittery and they foul up your tummy as well. Consider the food plan as Catie suggested. My nutritionist says that we have to eat something every 2-3 hours - just like infants. You can start fresh tomorrow and I know you will do your best. You are wonderful, you are loved. Big hugs to you from Arizona. XOXO Bonnie
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me again - 2005-06-17 12:44:51
Hi ((G))- I was rereading your post. "Nothing is enough." An interesting phrase, when you think about its possible meanings. On the one hand, you have this idea that nothing (but lettuce) is enough. On the other, it seems you fear that Everything will not be enough! Can you challenege those two polar opposites? What if your best friend said these things to you? What might you say to her? And where is the Proof of either of those beliefs?? XO, L
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Jared - 2005-06-17 16:11:46
It was fun hanging out the other day we should do it again soon. I am sure we would have had more to say if we did not park oursevles in front of a tv but then again we were all exhausted. Hopefully next time I will be more awake for the occassion, who knows maybe I will feel less akward as well. I will give you a call or something later.
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