Comments:

Rayne - 2005-05-18 09:08:41
You are certainly not pathetic or a loser, you are Gwen, a girl lost in a world that is too hard for her. It's the voice that tells you you are these things that is the bad one, the voice is the evil, the ED is pathetic, not you sweetie. You know, the world wont end if you wake up at 100, but it will if you keep denying yourself the food you need to stay alive. I so understand the need to listen to the voices though Gwen, If I could take away your pain I wouldn't hesitate. Be strong (((hugs))) x
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laura - 2005-05-18 10:15:52
Hi Sweetie, Ditto on what Rayne said; it is not YOU that is a loser, it's the voices that say you cannot eat properly, that you deserve this hell etc. Some of your fantasies don't sound so off- you CAN eat to your tummy's content, and watch movies to escape for a while. You can shop and have fun IF you have the energy and fuel to do so. Good times are NOT out of your reach. You just need to decide to give it a try, and flush those bad thoughts about yourself down the toilet, instead of your dreams of being a happy, healthy, helpful person. Of course, first, you need to help yourself. We are all with you. Please feel that. XO, L
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laura - 2005-05-18 10:15:54
Hi Sweetie, Ditto on what Rayne said; it is not YOU that is a loser, it's the voices that say you cannot eat properly, that you deserve this hell etc. Some of your fantasies don't sound so off- you CAN eat to your tummy's content, and watch movies to escape for a while. You can shop and have fun IF you have the energy and fuel to do so. Good times are NOT out of your reach. You just need to decide to give it a try, and flush those bad thoughts about yourself down the toilet, instead of your dreams of being a happy, healthy, helpful person. Of course, first, you need to help yourself. We are all with you. Please feel that. XO, L
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Bonnie - 2005-05-18 11:14:17
Ditto Rayne and Laura. The voices are WRONG, you ARE deserving of everything that is good twice over. You deserve to be able to eat and watch movies and shop and have fun. You told me recently that I deserve to enjoy french fries and a coke; you deserve to enjoy your life too. YOU are NOT a loser, the ED is a loser. You are Gwen, you are beautiful, you are wonderful, you are entitled to wonderful things and a wonderful life. We love you, I love you, please remember that.
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Hel - 2005-05-19 03:19:45
You have fallen down, now it's for you to decide whether you want to pick yourself up and keep walking, or to stay fallen.
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