Comments:

Laura - 2005-05-11 10:30:33
Fuck the blood. You need to give a shit about yourself, which you don't seem to these days. What about "don't let me fall away..." and "Shooting star 1 day"?You need to meet us half-way, sweetie. You have to try harder. Because you ARE falling away, and it's getting harder to reach you at all. Please grab hold of something and starting pulling. Love, Laura
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Bonnie - 2005-05-11 11:18:50
Ditto Laura! We can't not "let you fall away" if you're not grabbing the rope that's being thrown to you! I care about your survival very much, but I need you to start fighting more for it. We need to be pissed off together. I personally am mad as hell, and I'm not gonna take it anymore. Are you with me?? Love, Bonnie
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Rayne - 2005-05-11 12:57:18
(((Gwen))) I'm sorry they wouldn't let you donate, maybe that will give you an insentive to start getting stronger, to start fighting again. Just think how happy you could make someone, and yourself if you could donate blood to save someones life. But just knowing that you went, were willing to do that in the first place makes you special, and reminds us how beautiful and loving you really are. Much Love, Rayne x
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Laura - 2005-05-11 14:47:53
Yeah, I'm with Bonnie;I am pissed. Pissed because you know as well as we know, Gwen, that it was totally within your power to be able to donate blood. You KNOW why they picked you out- because you are obviously sick! And I do not mean that as a compliment. I'll be a much nicer friend when you start caring about my friend Gwen. This focus on numbers is only distracting yourself and the rest of us. Let's talk about what is really going on in your heart? You are sincerely backtracking here- the further you let yourself fall, the harder and longer it will take to get back to sea level. Did you like the feeding tube experience? C'MON, hun. I ope you know that behind this anger is great hope for you. I know you can do, and feel better, and get the good life that you deserve. Love, Laura
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Infintiy Fye - 2005-05-12 05:01:58
You shouldn't get upset about it,its not the breath taking experience of a liftime, and after donating you wont feel that you would have helped alot of people... the only joy is to watch as people faint from the sight of the needle... that's something.
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