Comments:

j - 2005-04-27 05:03:42
you dont know me, but id like to befriend you. I know your struggling. Ive been through struggles too, and i am so so sorry to see you hurt. i dont really know what to say here. But know that i do genuinely think about you and hope you are ok. I really hope you get the help you need. I hope you do better tommorrow. Im rooting for you. PLease take better care of yourself. Loves, jane
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Claire - 2005-04-27 10:39:34
I am so so worried about you Gwen, your sick and getting worse. Please don't fall, i want to hold you up so much. You DO deserve to eat, it's the eating disorder that tells you that you don't. Inside, you have to be strong, find that treasured hope you have inside of you and force it to the surface. Fight. Take some insulin, please sweetheart. Please. I don't want you going into DKA, i know we think we are immune to death as we've been so close many times, but the next time it really coould be severe. Hold on my dear, i love you so very much, so much it hurts to see you in pain. xxx
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Claire - 2005-04-27 10:45:13
I'm so so worried about you Gwen. Your sick...and getting worse. It terrifies me, don't let yourself fall anymore. I am always here trying to hold you up. You DO deserve food, it is just the eating disorder that tells you that you don't. You need to be strong, have to find that treasured hope inside of you, and bring it to the surface. You have to fight. Please, please take some insulin. I'm so scared you'll fall into DKA again. I know we think were immune to death because we've been so close several times, but the next time could be it. I need you here, we need each other. I lov e you so much Gwen, so much that it hurts to see you in pain. xxxx
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Kris - 2005-04-27 11:32:24
Gwen, I am so worried about you! I wish I could do something to help you. Please try to eat, just a couple of small meals or something. You do deserve to eat and you do deserve to be better. I know it's so hard, and actually, I have been having similar struggles with eating lately -- but it worries me so much to hear about your troubles because it is hard enough for me and I don't have diabetes. I am sure that must make it even harder. Please just try to work toward small meals without purging. That is what I am trying to do right now... maybe not entirely succeeding, but trying. Please keep trying Gwen, you have so much potential and I know that you can overcome this. ~luvs~
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Claire again - 2005-04-27 15:44:34
Oh god Gwen i'm sorry. I thought those messages didn't go through earlier, that's why i put it in your guestbook too *blushes*
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xpasdechat - 2005-04-27 17:10:18
Hun, I know I don't write much about what goes on in my journal because so many people from school read. But your words and the things you go through are like a mirror of me, especially this entry, I know how you feel. I wish you the best of luck.
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Gwen - 2005-04-27 17:12:41
Thanks Guys, You all mean the world to me. I will try to eat smaller meals throughout the day. In fact, right now I am making a Smart Ones Tv dinner and then I have to go to school, so I am hoping that will help. You all mean the world to me and I care about you so much. And Claire, don't worry about double posting the messages, it just made me smile more :)
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leslie - 2005-04-27 17:23:53
hi. i've been reading your diary for a while. i just wanted to let you know that. I'm EDNOS, and I don't purge, so I couldn't possibly imagine the pain you are going through. But, I just wanted to say that I hope you are okay. And I hope you get better. Because I like you, because I can somewhat relate to you, and because I believe (as well as everyone else that commented) you are a worthwhile person. Just wanted to let you know.
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Nic - 2005-04-27 23:34:04
Hi Gwen, This is Nic ( StolenHope), You sound like you are in serious trouble! Your body can't take another round of this. Please, please go back and read your journal entries, back when you were embracing, or at least giving recovery a shot! You have sooooo much potential, so much radiance...please let your friends KNOW that you are suffering, that you are sick. You need support that is within an arms reach. I can tell by your words that you are such a strong individual, but i know too well that the routine of the ED can overpower any degree of human strength. Ok, I will shut up now! Please hang in there!! IM me if you ever need to talk: flashybonzsocrxc Nic
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