Comments:

Kris - 2005-04-23 02:00:10
You are so incredibly strong Gwen. I know that you can do this, that you are strong enough. Yet as I sat here reading your entry, I couldn't help but think how hard it is... I am in a similar position right now. Sitting and waiting and watching my weight go down, and letting my hopes go down one moment before trying so hard again the next. I need to climb out of this mess before I lose it all, everything I want so badly, and you need to climb out of this mess too. Just one day at a time. I always tell myself tomorrow too. Tomorrow comes, and a new day comes, and it never ends. We need to be strong because there is so much depending on it. I know you have the strength Gwen, and it motivates me to be more like you -- to be stronger. One day this will end and then you will be free, and you will make such a great impact on the world because of your strength and perserverence. Please keep trying Gwen, you'll be in my prayers. Every day is a new day, and one step at a time we will both reach the day when we will be free of this to live our lives.
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Laura - 2005-04-23 13:29:46
Dear Gwen, If you cannot decide for yourself to take your insulin, please please let someone help you! Suspend your doubts about living, you can always hurt yourself LATER- let your brain and muscles be nourished now. At this point, you are not in a physical or psychological state to be making big decisions. I am extremely worried about you. Please keep posting, and choose health-right now, no matter what else has happened today. ~Laura
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karissa - 2005-04-23 14:31:43
thank you, i need to hear that last part.
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Nic - 2005-04-26 22:54:34
You are brilliant, and it shines through your prose! I think you would make a fabulous doctor!! Hang in there, and know that you are beautiful inside and out!! Nic
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