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Rayne - 2005-04-18 08:03:20
I hope everything turns out ok with your mom, I'm sure it will. And don't think that you ramble because you don't, I've always loved your diary, each time I got a new one I added you, because your words make beautiful sense. Take care. x
------------------------------- Laura - 2005-04-18 09:53:57
Gwen, You must feel like S*&%^%T with ketones
and all. That is no way to treat your
one and only self :( You don't get a second chance- believe me, I so wish
I could, so that I could walk the half-mile from the mall to my house instead of spending an hour and two bus transfers. So that I could run for even
50 yards along the beach. So that I
could see perfectly clearly in both
eyes for one day. So that I could jump up and down, play with my niece and
nephew, play tennis, or even go shopping without the fear of falling over. So that I could biuy regular shoes, instead of half-orthopedic ones. I know it is hard, so hard sometimes to feal with feelings, but
your body does not care about the reasons that you harm it. Your friends, doctors, therapist (?) do. You have a choice about the insulin- please take it. Your emotions will even out, and you
ll have more energy to deal with school, friends and to support your mom. And if you don't
want to deal, then you can just say so,
with words. Now your body is choosing for you.
Please, please take care.
~Laura
------------------------------- dana - 2005-04-18 10:14:11
i too am a cfd alumni. i left downey the day you came. we missed each other by a few hours. i relate to your struggle, even if i cannot fully understand it. hang in there. i have heard many good things about you from lisa. if you ever want to chat, let me know via email or comments on my diaryland link.(i am mirroreyes). have faith.
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