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Kris - 2005-03-30 22:32:58
I feel the same way sometimes, that I shouldn't be here either. I also know how much it sucks if you stop taking anti-depressants all of a sudden. But regardless of how helpless or worthless you can ever feel, you are not worthless and some little girl out there may see you on TV and remember your words and not let it happen to her. Not only that, but people who are going through those things can get new hope out of seeing someone who survived it all -- living proof that it can be done. As for Teri Shiavo, unfortunately, she serves as a reminder of the dangers and consequences an eating disorder can have. Every day I think about all of the people out there who got sick and it wasn't something they thought they could control, and it makes me feel terrible to know that in some ways I did this to myself. But for some reason we are both here. You might be the greatest doctor the world has ever seen someday, and what the hell, maybe I'll find a cure for cancer someday. You never know. Just stay strong Gwen, because you do deserve to be here and you've paid for any mistake you've ever made through all of your suffering already. Luvs, ~Kris~
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Jen - 2005-03-31 20:23:33
Hi "Dim". I have commented before, but its been a while. I think you need to give yourself a little more credit, you are a good person. And you deserve to live...you might not even realize it. But inside... you are fighting for your life. And you are going to get better. I hope you have a better day. Sleep off that sadness, girl...tomorrow is a new day. (I didn't know you lived in Sacramento...I live around sac too.)
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